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Get Lost With​.​.​.

by Origami Sun

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1.
Chinaski 04:41
He slings a sign post over his shoulder and says, "Let the townsfolk find their own damned way." And I said, "What about the tourists, are they left blind leading blind?" His response I'll carry with me all my days. "All we ever do is fight, some folks will wander left, while all the rest turn right. Might as well spend your time here lost. At least that's something you can trust." So, we laid out on the hood wishing for a smoke and we wondered what the stars looked like out there in Mexico, and we talked some about politics and living on the road. Straight out of some Kerouac and tacked upon some door. With an old box of strings that we found in a dumpster we sang folk songs of outlaws & gunshots & lovers & raised all our questions 'til everything I knew was dead. He said, "roll me, oh roll me 'til I say it's over. I found myself this morning sickened & sober & cramped up in this soapbox that i carved myself before I found my head." So we started back for home & left our dreams someplace behind. 'Cause I'm working now 'til Sunday on the assembly line. We all feel something filthy when we look back on our lives, that's why our stories remain stories and we're all compelled to lie. I'm going to pound this drum until it's empty. 'Cause we'll all feel good when this keg is dry. We'll put our hang-ups to a rhythm and smoke this 'til it's kicked for there's nothing short of tragedy that's going to make this feeling stick. (Chorus) And tonight, we drink to Dover 'til we can't bring ourselves to leave it because this town has seen better days.
2.
I'm going to sell you to the neighbors. They sure could use someone like you. I know in the summer you get sunburnt, but you could be handy with a broom. 'Cause it's something to be seen how you sweep me off my feet, though I know you don't believe in me. I don't need you to suffer, I don't need you to offer, I just need you to be close to me where I'm going. Faster now, we start running on and on through the morning on and on through the morning. I'm going to wait outside all night long. And let the rain wash over me. And sing to a faith I can't believe in that nothing is right except the rain. And in celebration of the night we have become the laughing, choking, spinning heart of love. (Chorus)
3.
Heading on back to the east coast where they'll be launching off rockets from their motorboats. And we'll sit and stare, watch and wait for hours. And life goes on, or so they say, well I'll be waiting right here for a brand new day. Alive and wondering what I'll do 'til you come home. And I've found the wind won't carry like it should. Heading out west to the plains where they'll be cutting off slack with their razor blades because they've found out something they're not used to knowing. And there we'll buy new names and split the cost, we both know it won't matter as long as it's just us, we'll just keep on driving 'til our eyes can't take the weight of themselves. (Chorus) If you can't carry your own weight, you know I will.
4.
He gives hugs and smiles to his countrymen as they board his sinking skiff and he does it all so carefully that their feet never get wet and his tongue is tight with all of them and knows all the words they like and he always checks the temperature before he goes outside. He's a strange, strange bird. And his mistress kisses cabinetry, and she keeps a tidy home. And she spends her time so comfortably, waiting by the the phone. but he always listened carelessly to the mournful tune she hummed. and now he keeps her company in a suitcase in her trunk. It's a strange, strange world.
5.
f I was a carpenter, would you help me build my walls? fetch us both some cigarettes? help me clean my overalls? And if I was a painter all hung up with painting blues, would you lend me then your smile and help me choose another hue? Well, what a situation with me loving you and everything that you see in front of you. If I was a piano would you buy me and put me in your house where you could play me for your friends? And if I was a criminal all locked up in solitude, would you write out to the government to bring me back to you? (Chorus)
6.
Please 05:34
I always seem to get lost inside the size of the scheme of things. It makes it harder to see just what it is that you see in me. I get excited, it's so exciting but the sun brings such cynical sounds. It makes me want to get lost inside a cloud and then never found. And old conclusions always find it's such a waste of time, I always waste my time, I'm just a waste of time. I start to think they're right oh, please. Some people pose in silk robes, some people gargle their cyanide. Some people drop to their knees, bow and pray that they'd never die. I should try it, a steady diet, all this faithlessness weighing me down. It makes me feel like a fraud, an empty thought when you're not around. And I can't even tell the time what is wrong or right, I haven't got the right I'm tied in knots inside and lost the will to try, oh please. So, weave your fingers through my spine and push and pull them how you like and leave me hanging on the line drying black and blue and bright. Just cut me down to size and feast upon my eyes you know I'd rather die than spend the rest of my life begging please.
7.
Carolina 03:58
I drove all day down route 52 to our house out in Awendaw. The paint has held up but the pipes in the walls were all rusted and rotting out. Oh carolina, our borders are sewn, we're united in name only. Picture the campfire where I took the low part and you took the high one and we sang 'til the embers went cold in the morning. There was nothing but love then. But oh carolina, we've been singing this song for so long it has lost meaning. And our wedding doves were eaten by vultures. Picked wing from wing disembodied and drunk off the blood. And when was the last time you laughed at my jokes or did I crack a smile? It's not about humor, but I always laugh hardest when you're not around me and oh Carolina, I'm taking the car and my heart and our mail and I'm keeping it all but the silence we've shared and it's not I don't care, it's I'm scared that I'm not sorry.
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9.
the Nomad 03:22
I am the nomad king of nothingness & wandering my throne, thrown out & skipping like a stone. I have no home but in between my empty thoughts and restless dreams, sewn up but tearing at the seams. I'm thumbing thirsty, worse than vermin, knowing nothing but to waste. I bite my tongue just for the taste. dear mommy, daddy, i confess, your house is nothing but a mess, of which i'd really love to stay. but I know I have no home. Heart pumping raindrop, dripping love & pouring outside of my mouth to bring you something you don't need. Collect the snowfall, cold and lifeless gliding, dying like the rest love hurts the worst when second guessed. Please know I miss you, Mrs. Loveliness, you're sprouting like a bean, of which your sprout I'd love to stalk. Let's build a bivouac along with sticks and stones beneath the pines, I'll dream about it all the time. but I know I have no home.
10.
Seabird 08:54
You wouldn't look me in the eye when you said, "i don't believe in suicide." bright lights & sunny summer days but when that sun comes out to shine you pull the shade & you shield your eyes that innocence crawled up in you & died & you bathe in shame as your heart & all your hair just turns to grey. The seabird sings "aloha, hello" "aloha, hell." So get out, get gone, get lost, you dumb bastard. You know that truth is just a matter of time, and time is indifferent the clock keeps ticking away. And face up, your days of waste are long gone now lost to the drink and the drugs and the door you're shut in & strung out & pissed on & lost to shame and you've clipped your wings your words are lost to all the songs you sing so you sell your soul twice here every night, it's getting old.

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cover art by Matthew O'Neill (with Andhi O'Neill & April Browne)
mastered by Atomic Mastering
all songs written, recorded & produced by Andhi O'Neill

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released August 20, 2012

Andhi O'Neill - guitar, vocals, various other instruments
April Browne - field recordings, percussion
Ahmed Eldawaity - guitar

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CONTACT: origamisun@gmail.com

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